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Monday Blues~
written on Monday, January 21, 2013 @ 7:26 PM ✨{ 1 comments }
Huwaa. I feel like blogging something but I just feel not good about myself. Wasn't able to take my exam on Politics and I think I've done bad at my other two tests. What's going on with me? I remember before, I used to be very studious and now that I am in college and that I should take studies more seriously, it all just gone. To be very honest, I am not enjoying my course anymore. I just don't wanna tell my dad because I can't. He gave me the opportunity to pick my desire course and I should stand by on it. But even before I graduated high school, I've already been wanting to teach/learn language- specifically, Japanese. Then I told my dad there's a Japanese university in Davao and that I'd like to study there. But yea, so impractical.

Idk. Right now, I just wanna surround myself with books, language, literature and like. If not reading a book, learn a language. I just can't enjoy programming, creating systems and like. I don't enjoy making thesis. I don't enjoy anything in my college life at all.

And I feel guilty. I feel guilty because I feel like I'm wasting my parents' money. This has been bugging me for a while now. I'm like, "You can do it. Just few more years and you can do whatever you want. Enroll yourself again into the course you mostly desire.". Like it would be that easy. T^T Hyuu~~

My life is so fucked up. Wanna hide from the world.

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