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written on Tuesday, August 2, 2011 @ 6:43 PM ✨{ 8 comments }

It’s the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. When it hits you, I mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder. What if for some reason things don’t work out? How are you possibly going to live without them? Someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know like the back of your hand. Someone you once had no emotions for, now has the power to break your heart. Someone you used to never hangout with, now owns most of your time. Someone that you thought you’d never love, owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold on forever.
"Now it's back to the way we started. Strangers."

"Today we walked pass each other. you didn’t smile or talk to me, and I didn’t dare look at you. Is this called the most familiar stranger?"

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It really started yesterday. Yesterday was completely NO-HIM-DAY. Well, I thought that he wasn't in the mood to play yesterday so I let it pass. But then, I feel like what's happening is so NOT GOOD. I wasn't that sad but I felt so alone. o(´^`)o ウー I got used to his company that I don't know what its like without him anymore. Well, at least, I still got some of my friends to be my back up. I can still hold on, thanks to them. But with him, everything is good and happy. Laughter and good memories are about to end and it just happened without I being aware of it.

And today, we didn't talk to each other that much. We had our distance very distant and our conversations very few. He kept his way from mine so I have to keep mine for I don't wanna be that someone who clings onto somebody that doesn't want you to be clinging onto them. It just irks me thinking what we might end up if this continues. (┳◇┳) Strangers, we're slowly being like that and I can't do anything, not just a single thing to prevent us from turning like this.

I always paint a smile on my face to show him its really not a big deal for me when on the contrary, it effing does. Well, he really looked so down a while ago and he wasn't wearing a happy face. I don't know why and I think I shouldn't be caring about it. Just letting my thoughts be filled about him makes me more scared of him thinking of me as a complete stranger.

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